Saturday, September 30, 2006
yayness! the term-break will soon be over! uh not like i've finished my revision but i need some fun badly! i miss the pigging-out sessions with my favourite girls and the ritual wkend meetings with the guys. it's as if i havent seen them for a long time. anyway, been mugging real hard these days but it dont seems to work. either nothing gets into me or i just end up falling asleep.
is it wrong to feel what you're not supposed to feel?
Just The Girl @
2:48 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
have been really busy with school these days. there'r like so much to do yet so little time. university life is a killer. the motivation i once had isn't really there anymore. it has become so hard for me to get settle down for some mugging because my mind is always somewhere else.
that aside, i have been splurging too much on food and retail therapy. can you believe that i'd actually spent my monthly allowance in less than a week time. amazing isn't it? i seriously dont know what have become of me. maybe amanda is right about the change in me. im beginning to lose myself and will i eventually see myself as a complete stranger? the thought of it scares me. i ought to gain back some sanity before it gets worse.
this wkend was well spent despite the fact that i'd spent my allowance. hanging out with the old friends (kj, matt, deborah, serene, holly) make me feels alive again. army and school has definitely taken a toll on us, this makes the short wkend of gatherings even more precious than ever.
the girls' talk we had over dinner last night set me into some thinking again. are promises meant to be broken? if so, i rather not be given any. dont make any empty promises.
alright, time to make plans for the next wkend! =)
Just The Girl @
3:13 PM
