with you, there is no pretendance. i dont have to act like my age, pretending to be an independent grown-up. occasionally, i can play the role of a little girl, making silly requests.
you became my special friend. and i thought i had finally found someone who could really understand me.
however, things got a little complicated. and i had to end it in a rather ugly way.
we got drifted apart and it was only then that i became aware of your importance. i felt a sense of overwhelming guilt for what i'd done and tried making it up to you.
but it came a little too late...
am i wrong to have believe all that you'd promised and said were true... "i would do anything to make you smile." "i would always make time for you." or am i just plain naive, cus they'r just another empty promises made?
Just The Girl @
6:24 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
i don't wanna feel anymore.
just not game enough for this.
Just The Girl @
11:23 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i sooo love this song.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.
Just The Girl @
10:52 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Im loving every single moment of my holidays! =) But sadly, its gona be over soon... and i'll be back as another boring schoolgirl. No more late night outings, no more lazing around in bed till late noon. how sad!
oh and my 'roomie' is leaving tml! Im gona miss you soso much gal! =(
Just The Girl @
2:14 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
Wasn't in the mood for celebration yesterday. All I wanted was to coop up at home and let all that had happened in 2006 slipped by silently. No crowds. No cheers. But the very next moment, I found myself squeezing my way through the crowd. I thought i might lighten up abit by surrounding myself with friends and herds of people. But no, I dont feel quite with them. Even while everyone else were enthusiastically anticipating the arrival of the new year, i didnt feel a bit of excitement. As the pretty fireworks set out across the sky, i heaved a silent sigh and hope that the year of 2007 will be a much better one. =)
Just The Girl @
4:30 PM
