Friday, September 21, 2007
so after like 500 years later or something, i decided to make a comeback to the blogosphere. im terribly busy with life these days, so much so that i don't even have time to log onto the msn. endless assignments and incomprehensible lectures. life in nus is no better than my shitty shit. and if it wasn't bad enough, nelson and i are going through our toughest time. too much difference in opinions too little understanding which eventually led to countless of arguments. sometimes, i can't help but feel that it might be better if he was kept busy at work all the while so that we wouldn't have time to argue. but i know it shouldn't go this way. right now, the only thing that keeps me sane is giving tuition. i kinda enjoy it cus its so much more easier than schoolwork and i can chat with my tutee once in awhile. maybe i should consider quitting school and be a fulltime tutor i'll prolly be much happier that way.
i realised i havent been going out with the usual bunch for quite some time and i feel utterly bad about that. i cant remember when was the last outing i went but i do miss all the fun and laughter we had then. i really wish i have more time to spare... and that life wouldnt have to be so hectic and dull.
am i supposed to smile and put up a brave front?
...i no longer know the girl i see in the mirror.
Just The Girl @
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